Hard Time

Family's flying in for Mr Middle's Baptism.

Excited.

Excited for him, and his birthday and what a great kid he is.

I just keep biting my cheek thinking of all the people who aren't here. 

Always trying to re-focus on being glad that we know those people, and we had amazing times, and not be sad that they're so far away.

Sometimes are harder then others.

It truly is rediculous, because if I were to fly to CA to have him baptized I'd miss the people here.  Dearly.

Life is so annoying like that.